A definition of jealousy from webster dictionary:
1: a jealous disposition, attitude, or feeling
2: zealous vigilance
Synonyms: covetousness, enviousness, green-eyed monster, invidiousness, envy, resentment
Jealousy..a trait found amoungst many communist and others who envy those who have found some joy in some aspect of their lives.
God has blessed me with a BEAUTIFUL family and GREAT friends and I am eternally gratefull, but with the small joy that I have been blessed with, comes a deep resentment from someone from the outside, but who is very close to us...
A simple message: YOU have no clue what we have been through, you will never know all the heartaches we have suffered and the TRUE MEANING of sacrifice.
LEAVE US IN PEACE!